一个陌生女人的来信读书笔记

　　文： 汜宜。越读越觉得《一个陌生女人的来信》是一本追星日常，或者说追随偶像的日常，意中人远离你生活日常，因迷恋其才华或颜值，便用你整个生命沉沦其中。心悦君兮君不知，蔓延一生的暗恋，终是止于唇齿，掩于岁月，明媚而悲伤。
　　另外想写情书的可以读一读啊，这里面什么你是我整个世界，你是我的命中注定啊，没有你，生命没有意义啊，都是信手拈来。撩妹撩弟必备啊。
　　Coming under the spell of your attraction. 沉迷于你的吸引力。【一眼，就此情深入骨】
　　Henceforward in my restricted world, you were the only thing that interested on me. 从此后，你是我有限世界里我唯一有兴趣的事情。
　　I rushed to meet my fate.我遇见了我的命中注定。
　　None but lonely children can cherish such a passion. The others will squander their feelings in companionship, will dissipate them in confidential talks. They have heard and read much of love, and they know that it comes to all.唯有孤独的孩子才能珍视这样的感情，其他人会在社交往来中挥霍自己的感情，在和人的窃窃私语中将感情宣泄殆尽，他们听说过、也读到过许许多多与爱情有关的事情，他们知道，每个人都会邂逅爱情。【在爱情里，都认为自己的那一份最真挚，最掏心挖肺，感天动地，说到底，最感动的是自己】
　　You became for me the whole of my life. Nothing existed for me except in so far as it related to you. Nothing had meaning for me unless it bore upon you in some way.你是我生命的全部。对我来说，除了和你有关的事之外，其他事情都不存在，只有与有关的事情，于我才有意义。【没有你，生命还有什么意义】
　　But it was enough for me to absorb the atmosphere, and to provide fresh nourishment for my endless dreams of you in waking and sleeping.【只是一个stolen glance偷来的一眼】就足以使我感受到你那儿的氛围，提供给我新鲜的养分，让我在清醒与睡梦中永无止境的梦见你。【窈窕绅士，寤寐思之】
　　You were all the world to me. 挚爱，你就是我的全世界。
　　The sense of cold vanished and a rush of heat passed over me. 【只是听到你上楼的脚步声】，苦寒便褪去，炙热瞬间蔓延。【全然不顾这是冬夜雪天，在地上躺了一晚上的自己。】
　　There was a woman with you，I cannot tell how I lived through the rest of the night. 你是和一个女人一起回来的，我不知道我如何才度过了那余夜。【等了一晚上，心心念念的人终于出现，但身边的人不是你，连做一个正式的告别也不能，怎能不叫人心碎】
　　If your name was mentioned in the newspaper, the day was a red-Letter day. 如果你的名字出现在时报上，那天便是值得纪念的一天。【追星日常有没有，收藏杂志啊，打榜啊...】
　　My life was still entirely centered on you. There is nonthing more terrible than to be alone among human being.我的整个生命都是以你为中心。在人群中我如此孤独，没有比这更糟糕的了。【无人知晓，无人可诉的心事】
　　I did not wish to be happy, I did not wish to live content away from you. So I buried myself in a gloomy world of self-torment and solitude.没有你，我无法乐怀，无法快意生活，我陷入了自我折磨和孤寂的黑暗世界。【卑微的暗恋】
　　The world existed for me only in relationship to you. 于我，这个世界唯一存在皆是因为你。
　　Why should I recount these things?Why recount the tragic hopeless of a forsaken child? Why tell it to you, who have never dreamed of admiration or of my sorrow? 为什么我要讲述这些事情?为什么我要道出这抛弃之人的悲伤绝望?为什么告诉你这些，你都不曾想过关于我的倾慕或者悲伤? 【追星日常又来了，他是她的所有，他却不知道这世界有一个她的存在，抱着满心的倾慕，又抱着无法与他在同一个世界的悲伤与绝望。】
　　To love anyone but you, even to play with the thought of loving anyone but you, would have been so ulterly impossible to me, that the more tender of affection on the part of another man seemed to me acrime. 去爱一个不是你的别人, 甚至只是起了这么一个念头，于我都绝无可能。对其他人起那么仅仅一丝关爱的温柔对我来说都是犯罪。【完全沉沦了，他出现过了，其他人于她而言都是将就】
　　You were my unending dream.你从始至终就是我的一场梦。
　　My heart leapt when I saw light in your window, the town which had seemed So alien, So dreary, grew suddenly alive for me. 当我看到你窗前透过那一抹灯光，我的心小鹿砰砰，对我而言这个陌生而又沉闷的小镇也突然变得鲜活起来。【只要知道你在，整个生命都亮了的感觉，真是爱到深处无归途】
　　I could ignore the fact that in reality I was as far from your mind as If I had been separeted by moutains and valleys and rivers. 【只是在窗外静静的看着你】我就能忽略一个事实，现实中我其实离你的心很远，远到我们之间隔了千山万水。
　　To see you once more, to meet you just once was all I wanted, simply from a distance to devour your face with My eyes. 再见你一次，就见一次，别无他求，只要远远的看见你的脸就够了。【自此处后，我目光所及，处处皆是你的眉眼。向来缘浅，奈何情深。】